Exodus International

Introduction

Exodus International is one of the largest organizations in effect today which promotes and encourages abandonment of “the gay lifestyle” in youths as well as adults. Born of the ex-gay movement, the group’s mission statement reads “mobilizing the body of Christ to minister grace and truth to a world impacted by homosexuality.” The organization has ministries across the nation as well as Canada. In Asheville, North Carolina Exodus has a thriving ministry where many parents from across the east coast send their kids in order to receive what is believed to be treatment for homosexual behavior. Exodus maintains a heavy emphasis on conversion according to many who attend, and while the organization remains tacit on its conversion success, testimony of attendees indicate that both conversion (whether or not said conversion is perceived or actual is debated by the American Psychiatric Association1) and failure to convert are common. The Christian-based organization exists today and holds annual conferences all over the world.

History

In 1973 Frank Worthen conceived Love In Action, a ministry for homosexuals. Three years later at a conference organized by Worthen, an alliance of ex-gay associations formed under the loosely cohesive umbrella group Exodus at what would be its first annual conference. Throughout the 1980’s members of Exodus ministries pursued endeavors outside of the USA such as in Australia, where Peter Lane founded Liberty Ministry, as well as in Europe and Brazil where psychologist Esly Carvalho and Christian activist Johan van de Sluis also founded various others. 1

Exodus North America sponsored an International Ex-Gay Summit, which was held in San Diego in the June of 1995. It was at this conference where the various ministries agreed on homogenizing under Exodus International, so as to facilitate ex-gay philosophy more easily and effectively throughout the world. The Summit also resulted in the formation of the Exodus International Advisory Council, which eventually became the Exodus International Board. Since the Summit, the other major change in the organization came in April of 2004, where the organization heads the Exodus Global Alliance as a world-wide ministry. 2

In 2005

Interview of Aaron Jarman, Former 'Patient'

Aaron Jarman, a young hair stylist living in Chapel Hill, North Carolina and from Kinston, North Carolina is a former attendee of Exodus International’s Asheville ministry. Jarman went to Exodus in July of 2005 when he was 16—Jarman is now 23—and maintains that the decision to attend the workshops was something he willingly and whole-heartedly made. “I was very, very spiritual and I wasn’t as religious as I would have liked to have been at that time…I was naïve so I thought religious was a good thing.” When asked why he made the decision to attend Exodus International, Jarman says earnestly “everyone was telling me being gay was wrong, and so I wanted to change…I wanted to be true to my faith.”

His sentiments on his experience at the ministry were considerably mixed. Jarman admits that he always felt that the organization was “phony,” nevertheless he tried extremely hard to follow through with the workshops and ultimately abandon his homosexuality for heterosexuality. “It was a safe place…it was the most supportive...everyone was so helpful and understanding.” “I guess they figure that if they’re aggressive they’d scare everyone away.”

The primary emphasis of Exodus’ efforts is in conversion, according to Jarman. “The emphasis was definitely on ex-gay…they had pins that said ‘ex-gay is ok.’” For Jarman the process of conversion didn’t work and resultantly, like others who attended, he faced a major crisis of faith “Exodus did the opposite of what it was supposed to do because in that it didn’t work for me so I ended up losing my religion. I didn’t believe in Christianity after that because it didn’t work—and I honestly tried.”